Tuesday, March 4, 2008

The journey begins tomorrow...

There are so many times in life we come to a crossroad of some sorts.  Lord knows I have been to my fair share and here I find myself at another one.  I have topped off at my weight.  So I took the first step and reached out and asked for help to a very good friend.  In order to keep me responsible for this journey, I am going to blog it, everything complete with my meal choice, how many points I went under or more likely over.  But most of all I am being honest with myself.  Of course like every other crossroad I have ever faced in my life, I am nervous, unsure of what lies ahead but I have some very good guides coming along with me through this journey.  So I want to take the time to thank my friend Heidi for taking some time out of her super busy life to hold my hand through this.  I am taking this step to take care of myself, all my life I have cared for others, nurtured others, sacrificed for others, it is time to do the same for myself because if I keep putting this off, I won't be able to be able to care for anyone else.

So what made me wake up, the headaches are coming back and I have had Aunt Flo visit me 5 times in nine weeks.  My body's all messed up right now and I am the only one who can really fix it.

Stay tuned for the first day of my endeavor...wish me luck!

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